Monday, January 19, 2026

Minta Maaf Pada Izzati

Salam nora,
Salam isnin, slmt pg.
X terlambat utk ucapkan HNY 2026 ye, and this year is kuda year based on chinese punya calendar.
Since semangat kuda tuh inside the soul throughout 2026 ni, jadi perlu terus bergerak dan berlari strong utk target azam tahun ni seperti:

1. Headstand
2. Lari 10km (at least 2x events) within 2 hours or below
3. Handstand
4. Swimming skills more solid
5. Saving money utk umrah 2027 
6. Saving money utk nikah
7. Byr hutang kad kredit cimb sehingga rm10k status and below
8. Berat badan 58kg status and below

And so, utk item 8 above tuh, alhamdulillah dah achieved sbb masa attending psy appt dekat HTJ on 15 Jan rituh, the berat was 58kg bila ditimbang. Alhamdulillah, meaning it is achievable dan boleh dibuat. 

Also, alhamdulillah on 15 Jan rituh juga, managed to honest w doctor sana utk quit from their treatment supaya hanya mahu focus utk Dr Najib’s treatment from Mind Matters in PJ Selangor using company’s AIA medical insurance. It was good feeling and so much relieved bila dpt sampaikan hasrat tuh pada doctor HTJ. 
Alhamdulillah, dipermudahkan dan they agreed to discharge me from the filing. So it means, hari tuh adalah my bye-bye day w HTJ. It was a bit sad per say but lega byk sbb inside out, diri ini dah makin berani utk take control semula tanpa multiple healing alternatives in hands. Good job nora, we are going forward ya with demure and ofc courage. 

Alhamdulillah juga sgt2, as today 19 Jan 2026, permulaan bulan syaaban, oya managed to turunkan ego dan ubah rutin diri which:
1. Parking at KL Convec instead of at AvenueK
2. Solat subuh di office instead of di PETRONAS station minyak after tol sungai besi
3. Minta maaf pada izzati, my adik bongsu yang nampak kuat luaran tapi hati dalaman byk tmn bunga diselaputi dgn tisu2 lembut

Wow, great job nora! Really proud of us kan. Alhamdulillah Allah jentik, support, dan permudahkan diri ini utk ke arah kebaikan. Terima kasih ya Allah, I love You hehehe.

Doa2 dan terus doa agar diri ini makin sentiasa bersyukur di kala senang mahupun sedih. Semua saat kehidupan perlu rasa humble dan perlu rasa mahu terus berbuat baik more than berbuat jahat. Ya Allah, tolonglah hambaMu ini ye 24/7, berserta my all circles ye ya Allah. I am at Your Mercy, always. Janganlah tinggalkan aku dan benci aku ye Ya Allah. Aku hanya ada Kau 24/7 huhu. 

So yoshhhh nora, terus doa yg baik2, zikir dan selawat kerap setiap hari. We got this. Apa2 yg berlaku lepas, tahun 2025 (tahun sakit then Prolonged Illness (PI) Leave with pencarian diri dan healing journey), amek pengajaran dan jadikan iktibar sempadan for tahun 2026 ni. Kita cuba ye, we got this. We love us.