Sunday, June 27, 2021

2021, Diary#14

 Dear mind,

The thinking about mr nomad, still ada. Walaupun the heart feels nothing skrg, tp kau masih infleunce the body system ttg pro and cons when can be with mr nomad. Why must you do that? Penat tau this repetitive ending process, walhal the result might be unchanged which is nora and mr nomad wont be compatible and thus, nothing to happen.

Sudah2 la tuh ye mind, pls stop it. Byk lagi perkara utk fikirkan, hafalkan dan ingatkan. Ok if you dont trust me, we develop a list about non-compatibility concern between nora and mr nomad ok:

The list is listed as below as minimum but not limited to:

1. He never reach me again since the last meeting in KLIA, 2020 (it shows that he is x berani, x berminat, x rasa ada keperluan utk memikat nora)

2. His circle such as family and friends yg nora xtahu at all their characters and soul, yg nora xdpt engage and feel connected positively (it shows that he creates unsafe and non comfort surronding utk nora which is no no for her soul healthness)

3. His working bosses yg nora masih xboleh move on about the fitnah kes in 2020 walaupun dah maafkan from the heart (it shows that he might be bias and belahkan his bosses sbb utamakan kerjaya drpd nora as what a corporate environment works)

4. His financial status yg xpasti akan ke stabilan nye and nora wajibkan si suami utk bg nafkah yg baik jumlahnya setiap bulan ( target:rm1k and above per month ) dan juga a house yg safe, nice, tenang dan xterikat dgn beban hutang bank yg tinggi (it shows that he is in 50-50 status, so very not convincing utk nora)

5. His physical look and fitness is way too better than nora, jadi akan jd bahan lawak bagi nora bila berdampingan dengan dia ( it shows that nora feels so insecure dan ini sgtlah tidak baik utk her mind state )

So mind, it is a clear cut now kan, yg you sbnrnye dont have to keep playing about mr nomad's topic in the head. If you still degil, my fingers will keep repeating the abovementioned list over and over again until you accept and redha. Mind, please, we have to support nora. Support into jalan dan pilihan yg baik2 dan diredhai Allah. Please ok.