Salam Nora.
Hi Nora.
This year sudah 2025, umur pun sudah 35 tahun.
Sebelum mau tulih di sini, i was reading all old posts, what a memory.
Macam nak hug u old Nora, u struggled a lot tapi u x putus asa dgn usaha dan x putus asa dgn Allah. Thanks sgt sgt, terima kasih selalu minx pada bantuan pada Allah selalu, terima kasih old Nora.
Wanted to cry rn, because of your spirit old Nora. FYI, kita ada autism dan adhd tau. Diagnosis by HTJ Gov Seremban dan juga by Mind Matters Private Specialist Petaling Jaya in 2024. Jadi all now make senses sudah, we now can feel peace. Kan? Rasa tenang sebab all the unsolved puzzles ttg diri sendiri ni semua dah justified and proven w medical diagnosis.
Cumanya, rn, Nora yg skrg tgh struggle to learn and apply the new healthy coping mechanism as autistic adhder. But less worries ya old Nora sbb as always, we Nora binti Ismail always got this. Kita kan fighter, capricorn blood spirit plus more hahahah.
Doa doa Allah selalu permudahkan dan berkati setiap urusanku. Syg Allah, Rasulullah, circle Rasulullah, family, besties dan kwn2 circle. Semoga diri ini pun dpt syg diri sendiri dgn lebih baik dan juga dpt self-acceptance dgn cepat walaupun been late diagnosis ttg trueself.
Ttg family, less worries. As of today all is well.
Ttg kerja, a bit unknown sbb perhaps ada possibility yg nama ini akan naik utk been VSS/laid off asbab re-sizing strategy by PETRONAS KLCC kerana issues w Petros Sarawak since years ago. But walaupun masih diberi rezeki x dibuang kerja, namun rasanya PPA EPM utk tahun 2025 ni most likely dpt 3L sbb the office management macam x confident w my health condition as a neurodivergent (ND) person. But apa2 pun yg bakal terjadi tahun ni, aku mmg makin menebeal utk Let God. Tawakal shj pada Allah sbb totally beyond my control kan.
Drpd pening2 sgt ttg this uncertainty, better mantapkan ilmu ttg autism, adhd dan various types of ND/mental illnesses. Also, boleh terus pening utk how to remove HE dlm kepala otak ni outside gone boomm hilang vanish once for all. Yes, indeed. HE still seperti radio rosak in mind ni. So strategy baru this ramadan ni, utk rajinkan diri solat istikharah about HIM. Sgt sgt desperate kan, but it s kinda fun sbb boleh somehow distract any unhelpful emotional state into a neutral one. Sungguh magic, kuasa Allah. ‘Kun faya kun’ hanya pada Allah, jadi aku akan terus berdoa dan berharap padaMu shj Allah. Tolonglah jgn tinggalkan aku alone di bumi yg temporary ni ye ya Allah, dan pls pls sentiasa select aku dan my circle utk sentiasa dalam hidayahMu sehingga malaikat mautMu ditugaskan ambil nyawa kami. Oya nak mati dlm hidayahMu dan IslamMu yg benar tau ya Allah huhuhu plisss plissss.
Ok thats all for now. Mau sambung tgk TikTok walaupun tbh dah start rasa bosan w TikTok huhu.
