dulu, idham. but now, HE. ya Allah, aku penat ya Allah. dalam otak ni, asyik looping dan masih berlegar2 nama dia tuh. HE x salah at all, we did cut everything over physically and via texting. HE made it clear yang we are nothing special to each other.
but kenapa, kenapa, kenapa. HE is still in my head? why my brain and heart don't align with facts?