Dear nora,
Salam ahad. Feeling much better and sunshine kan rn. Alhamdulillah.
Last weekend ahad x rasa sebeginih chillax, myb asbab PMS dan juga bipolar low phase attack serta sakit perut, also muntah besar secara tiba2 during nightime 20Feb rituh. Jadi disebabkan those keadaan, mmg mood x ok lerr from 20Feb till 5March. But still got few days in between tuh still Allah ada bagi hari yang good mood and sunshine, alhamdulillah.
Tapi most of the days were having low mood/ anger so high/ ammoying w everything/ and any unhelpful sifat. Within period duration from 24 Feb, as well after dah habis period (dah mandi W dah on 3 March, so total kene ganti puasa nnt adalah 7 hari) amatlah menggelegak ye hati bara dalam jiwa ni. Asyik mahu tumbuk orang, hina orang, being sarcastic, annoying tahap extreme dll perasaan yg negatively unhelpful.
Perasaan tuh still ada ketika mau bergerak dr s2 ke Taylor Uni, dan juga ketika berada di sana untuk persidangan natinal about AWA (Animal Welfare Association) on 28 Feb national event. Rasa diri ini terpaling syg dan kasih pada animals so rasa sgt jijik dgn diri sendiri pada ketika itu. Walaupun perasaan tuh kuat ketika itu, niat asal wanted to join and support that national event (semua negeri ada wakil except perlis, kelantan, terengganu x ade wakil pada ketika itu) adalah utk support my own NGO body which is NSHP (No Stray, Happy Paws).
This NSHP ni for me, as of today, rasaanya not bad kan nora. The founders (Mrs Sharon dan Uncle Jude) are good people. Jadi, love them. Hopefully mereka dpt hidayah Allah kan, amiinn amiinn. Tapi apa2 pun, hidayah Allah itu hak mutlak Allah shj, and so everyone incunding kita nora at His mercy 24/7 tau, jgn lupa tuh ye nora. Stay humbled tau or else, mmg kene sepak dan tumbuk aaa nnt dgn diri sendiri hahahahaha.
So back to NSHP, below adalah summary list about my perkenalaln then involvement w them since Year 2024:-
2024
16April2024:Waktu tuh hujan sgt lebat and then there was a baby black tgh berteduh under pokok depan rumah s2 1108. And nora asked her utk mari stay together under the same roof of 110&, and pujuk punya pujuk, jadi alhamdulillah dpt her trust utk jaga dia bersama2 yg lain. Nora named her sebagai Blacky.
28July2024: Bonnie tiba2 bleeding kat hidung dan looked dying sick. Then had calling for a home vet service to come over rumah sewa 1108 s2 ni.
29July2024: Had to bring Bonnie ke vet clinick w bantuan kereta by Mrs Sharon. She helped me w good vibe ketika itu, walaupun she demanded nothing in return. Bonnie was healing and getting better, alhamdulillah.
2025
9May2025: Joined perhimpunan aman, dekat are Pejabat MB Negeri Sembilan, w many kinds of NGOs.
17,18June2025: Blacky diracun teruk, then decided utk hntr vet for treatment. Then at early am tuh, got a call from the vet yg Blacky dah pulang ke sisi Allah.
5Sept2025: Helped around (sebagai admin) utk majlis opening utk shelter NSHP di Lenggeng, N9.
17Nov2025: Joined operasi tangkap dan jaga strays di Rembau, N9 altogether w Maajlis Rembau. Had learned and became a darter pada hari itu.
6Dec2025: (Same w 17Nov2025).
2026
28Feb2026: Joined AWA national event at Taylor Uni.
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(Looking forward utk nora tolong2 di Lenggeng in April2026 or in May2026, in sha Allah. Yoshhh!)
So yess, what a well done kan nora! After tracking the history utk hobi ni, rasa berguna sket rupanya diri ini kan. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. We are not a totally loser tau, cuma sometimes a bad example shj HAHAHAHAH. But still, bad exmple is still a helpful action tho, ahaks! HEHEHEEH. Wtv it is, keep talking to Allah for His guidance dan selawat selalu deh. Even x byk tapi buat tau.
Sayang nora, we love us.
