Both us know that you
Hate writing. Hate memorizing. Hate living.
But love Allah, love Rasulullah & his family friends, love siblings, love opah, love extended families, love besties and love pets so so much.
Hate every memory about mukaddam.
But love to think 'what if' and anything possibilities between me and him.
Hate any future planning for my core circle as if they will no leave me behind.
But love to feel the calmness for every imagination been created.
In conclusion, i hate me. Super hate myself. Still hating this me. Due to many reasons, e.g. as the above (very conflicting). Fool. The end.
