eaaaa...omoshiroi nee~

slm..marilah kita mulkan diari ari ni dgn slm...slm...wslm....hahaha...pg2 lagi, da dgr berita yg sungguh menarik! hahaa, berkat2 solaat subuh kot..haha...kak amni called me..da first person she called 2 announce stg dat really penting n omoshiroi..bangga2..sungguh bangga sbb kakak n abah pun kalah ngn oya..hahaha...

according 2 kak amni, she was ran away from that place. ima, she's living at her fren's house.. im glad she has run away..from the first time i meet dat bustard ustaz, i knew sth was not rite wif him..akhirnya, my instinct 2 mmg boley pakai! hahah..bangga2 lagi..hehe..abah dah diberitahu o kak amni n family yg dier tgh tumpng skrng nie ttg kejadian yg xbermoral 2 n sbb2 kak amni lari dari c2.. hope abah can trust kak amni n accept her back as b4...ya ALlah, plz continue protecting my sis, kak amni n my family...onegaishimasu!

klu nk diikutkan ati time dgr prngai xbermoral ustaz benggong 2, nk jer g report polis n den belasah dier..bengong! bodoh! damn lelaki! setan!!!! lagi bt+ peratus xnk kawin...n xmau my other siblings get married as well.heeeeeeeee, np la bodoh sgt lelaki 2?! da la ustz tpi perangai setan...ni la orng nmnyer setan bertopengkan manusia...x...x...dier bukan manusia..since ari 2 lagi oya rasa dier bukan manusia yag baek2...abah xpercya kat oya time 2, ha skrg, alhamdulillah a justice has been revealed! hehee, mcm power ranges plak rsnyer..pwer ranger pink..hehe..xde kaitan tpi alhamdulillah sagt rasnya bila tau kak amni bukan kt sn lagi..she's somwer at a better n safer place..thank GOd~

lagi xsbr nk blk umah ni..hehe..esok jumaat...takut xbangun..jgn2...esok my last paper..kene2, wajib, mesti bangun~~~~` hahahaha...ya ALlah, nk mintak tlg lagi sekali kejutkan lah aku esok yer..hehe..ct...ct...her i come! iAllah, i will finish u in success..hehehe

ari ni poser.alhamdulillah, tercapi gak nk poser..tpi xmndi lagi maaa...hahha..xpe2, jimat air.. kana i2 1 amalan yg mulia..hhehe...hah...lega..lega sngt...tpi xrevise lagi ct..hehe..budget mcm tau semua la..tpi dlm ati sbnrnyer tgh bergelora, peperangn perasaan- takut, cuak, ok, risau...

as da conclusion utk kali ni, emmmm.....wish sgt my family can be united like b4..aminn..=)

eaaaa...omoshiroi nee~

slm..marilah kita mulkan diari ari ni dgn slm...slm...wslm....hahaha...pg2 lagi, da dgr berita yg sungguh menarik! hahaa, berkat2 solaat subuh kot..haha...kak amni called me..da first person she called 2 announce

eaaaa...omoshiroi nee~

slm..marilah kita mulkan diari ari ni dgn slm...slm...wslm....hahaha...pg2 lagi, da dgr berita yg sungguh menarik! hahaa, berkat2 solaat subuh kot..haha...kak amni called me..da first person she called 2

burger

teringin nk mkn burger set..esok nk pose
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so, kene sahur..sahur+dinner..

demo, mls nk kuar g v5.xmua jmpe ngn aimn n anis..ttb menymph. wateva la..

tpi, nk mkn gak burger...akk, nk brger..kak izza, lapar...

nk blk...uci e kaeritai...homesick mode~

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hye...haha...im dying..damn! today im feel a lot of pressures coming from no wer..i feel really down rite now..dun hv any courage 2 continue my life here..wat is going on wif me? wat happen?... no answer..feel down..feel lonely..feel unworthy...feel useless..all pointless!

y i can cus own path of life? evendo, i've been given the choice, y im so idiot cus da worst, unepi road of life?in my life, der is no ambitions 2 b achieved. evendo, der are a lot of dreams in my head n heart, but hopeless. im nobody, so i absolutely cant c my dreams come true. my ambition is....... haha, dun no 2 answer it.i hate 2 study, hate 2 sit in any papers, hate 2 wait 4 da future results! damn! damn! i dun wanna b here, i juz wanna b at home-my sweety home.

rite now,i juz wanna collect a bundle of money n spend dem together wif my siblings n family..wanna go 4 shopping, wanna ride a car while listening to radio n music...wanna eat alot of japanese food-sushi, sashimi... dakedo, der r only dreams in my big head.i hv nothing 2 make dem come tru..totally a useless person i am!..abah, mama, gomenne..my academic performance are going down.the graph is dropping...plz forgive me. i cant b in a grup of smart students anymore...juz forgive me n accept me as who i am rite now..time is changes, so do i.. dun say dat im epi wif my current life-poor in academic, bad personality, fat, lonely...i hv nothing 2 b proud of now... wat a bad lucK!

impatient 2 b in heaven..ya Allah, am i one of ur servants 2 live hepily ever efter at der? am i will enter ur wonderful heaven? am i going 2gether wif abah, mama n my siblings? am i?..

ya Allah, i need some miracle happen in my life.i wanted 2 b more epi n cheer den b4..i dun wanna b a dull lady anymore.its bad 4 my skin too..i hope my coming result for diz sem will b better den i expected..plez ya Allah..onegaishimasu! hope u can hear my wish..help me ya Allah..im begging u~

kebosannan~

bosan la ari nir...bukan, sekarang nie..hesy..xpe2, smntara menunggu ms berlalu,biarlah beta menulis diari yg xsbrp ni....haha..im bad in language..both malay n english... spm pun bm dapt A2..malu, malu...tapi, nk buat cm ner..masa xdpt nk diputr blk..klu la ader doraemon, nk curi alat-alat magik dier 2..pin2 suka ati, mesin masa, alat menggandakan mknn..haha... sekrg ni, akk n kak izza tgh berusah menghabiskan mknn di kfc...cian2, msti perut xlart nk digest..2 la, sp suruh order byk..hahaha..mesti buncit!

emm, dgr lagu sassy girl chun yang ni, rasa mcm nk kapel jer..tapi, calon sorng pun xde..ttb rindu kt anis syafirin.tpi, slps peristiwa 2, cm da xboley nk baik ngn dier..walaupun, mslh 2 dr bdn ni sendiri..hesy, nora, nora...pls control ur bad temper next time,k! 2 la xde kapel smpai skrng.. nora, nora...xpela xde kapel..sbb aku nie cpt bosn ngn orng..nur aiman kata aku ni digital feeler.. btul gak kate dier..somtimes, aku pun rs cm 2..mula2, excited gle ngn ssuatu bnda..but, aftr dat, da xde perasaan..kosong, zero...mula la rasa mnymph ngn benda yg diepikan pd awal2 2..huuu, xphm.. msh tidak mengenali diri ini...

mama tgh wat aper yer kat umah 2? cian mama sorng2..mesti ratu atiku 2 tgh baca alQuran.. bagus2..i2lah mama i yg tecinta!..abah plak msti tgh kerja...cian abah..slalu kene buli..2 la, sp suruh genius sgt dlm bidng 2..pas2, bila orng minta tlg wat, abah tolong jer..hesyyyy, abah2... jaga la diri 2..sorri yer abah...dgr kata akk, abah ada ura2 nk start beli car dari en aris.. sori sbb cm menyusahkan, tpi i really wan a car..sorri yer abah, ader anak cm nie..mintak yg bukan2.. ape2 pun, i love u 4eva n eva..hahaha....klu abah tunaikan janji abah, lagi bertambah syg oya kt abah.hahha..

abah ni bagus la...dapat tanggung kami semua dgn gaji yg ok2...abah ni terror la dalm simpn duet.kagum2...2 la oya xnk kawin sbb nk kumpul duet byk2..klu kawen, da kene kuar smpai beribu2...pas2 kene start simpan balk.rugi!.. so, better nnt in da future, aku nk kerje kuat2 n kumpul duet2 byk2..nk jadi kaya..serius! hahaha...

anyway, xsbr nk blik umah.huuuuuuuuuu

epi bfday kak iza!

kiyou wa kak izza no tanjiobi! omedeto tanjiobi, imototo can!
hahah..26/5, alhmadulillah selamt lahir lah seorng pompuan yg bernama nur izzati binti ismail.. atashino imototo..
juz now, i've been called her twice to wish her bfday. my another wish, i want 2 b a person who can wish as many epi bfday wishes to her 4 today! hahha..a big dream, i c..iAllah, klu xde aral melintang.
emm, so skrg akk n kak izza odw ke giant..2 celebrate kak izzza's bfday..jelesnyer..if i would b around, i could join dem..hesyy, ni semua slh paper ct! x, salahkan bad managemnet diz place! sampai ati biar i dok lame2 kat nerraka ni..huuuu, da nsib~

nk blk..nk blk...ya Allah, tolong la aku..berikan la kesempatan utk aku berjumpa family aku dlm keadaan gembira n ceria..kak izza, epi bfday yer! sori coz cant b der wif u in ur special day-today.. im celebrating ur bfday here, indirectly.. u know what, kak izza? i miss u..hontoni! huhu..sori segalanya-segalnya.. gomenasai..xsbr nk jadi besar..hahhaah...boley la kita semua g melancong n berparti dgn cara yg btul..huhu...i really wan 2 spent my time wif ur guys..

anyway, epi bfday kak izza~! luv u 4eva.until my last breath, iAllah.. ya Allah, pls take good care of her, as well as my family..werever der b n der go, pls protect dem ya Allah, da Almighty 1!aminn...

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hope wish will come true..another wish...

fuhhhh~

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haha..ima atashi wa nihonnoutawo kikimasu..japan mood..i wish 2 go n visit dat kuni..dat will be a great n wonderful feeling if da wish come true...wanna b der wif my kazoku: abah, mama, kakak, kak ami, abg aid, kak ain, kak izza.. it'll b fun! play around wif da snow( if during winter laa), feel the flowers xspecially sakurano hana fall from its tree..hehe...suka berangan..dat is 1 of my abilities dat can b proud of! wawawa...gagaga...

damn! miss my family like crazy rite now..people here become lesser n lesser..going back home, meet the lovely one.huuuuu..suka mengeluh.dat is another my ability.

y? doshite? kenapakah? paper ct musnt b put on the last day..da very, very last..its unfair! totally unfair! how culd dem treat me like diz?! i wanna sue dem! gagagagaa...

nk mula merepek nie..kiite..i told my friends n family dat i wont get married as my age dont reach 35 years..haha..it's sound crazy but i trully mean it..i wanna protect my family more den now. im not believe outsiders, foreigners.... evendo diz heart wanted to be loved n give love to a man, however..bla..bla..bla....da mula merepek..hahha...sleepy mode~